Focus on the positive and make a list of your goals. These dreams will subside when you feel positive growth. Taking a step forward doesn't mean you regret the steps you already took, or the side steps you didn't.
Just Relax. One thing at a time.
We all try our best to look good naked.
"The Intonation is evidence of a Correct Motion."
Thanks. I just started with a teacher and he told me to start practicing with the bow...
Hopefully your teacher is doing more than just saying "practice with a bow". They should be giving you some specific work just for the bow arm AND spending some time at your lesson on physical assessment of your approach.
"It takes a pretty great drummer to be better than no drummer" -Chet Baker
"You know, it's just one less on the train..." - me