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Originally Posted by mr.hughes It's a tough one - we become slaves to too many masters on gigs like these. Sometimes the biggest master is ourselves... |
This was actually the issue. I went on about the soundguy, because I was comfortable bashing him and didn't really want to bash the leader or other musicians. All of whom were cool, but had varying levels of experience.
I was getting asked to do a whole bunch of very specific things that were not "normal" for a jazz gig in my experience and it started effecting my attitude and ultimately started coming through in my playing in spots. In the end, I wondered if there were people there who thought "gee, that guy's supposed to be better than that. Why did he blow that simple intro? How come it took him 2 measure to synch up with the drummer on that tune?"
Maybe no one did, but I don't like playing below my standards and I was kind of mad at everyone for getting me off of my game and AT MYSELF for not taking control of the situation and politely and professionally getting the point across to the leader that he hired me to do my thing for him and to do my best job, I really needed to be left alone to do it. It's not classical music, don't direct me. We're not in the studio, get that guy away from my bass with that mic and tell him to stop talking about bleed.
On the other hand, it was probably just a jive ass gig that I shouldn't have taken.
One the other hand, I should probably have my head, reading and chops down to the point that none of those things can get me off my game.
All that.
In the mean time I think I'll a) Avoid those situations b) Be less west coasty with my needs when I feel like it's going to effect me. And c) carry some pestacide in one of those old school pump cans to chase those soundguys away with when I see them coming.