Worst day of my life.....

[castleshade13]

NOTE TO ALL DON'T BELIEVE ANY OF MY POSTS MY BROTHER HACKED MY ACCOUNT.

The only true part of that is i lost a tooth =S

my brother always exaggerates things to make me look bad

But i a sure you ALL i have my account back, as my brother is now at university in edinburgh away from home and he doesn't have a computer

also i changed my password

My brother has a sick mind

i apologise to everyone!

I have been on a school exchange for the last 3 or so months

Many many Apologises
The Real Adam

[Chriss62]

You are alive and breathing. Let's start from there.

[castleshade13]

Originally Posted by Chriss62

You are alive and breathing. Let's start from there.

through tumour lungs...

but yeah i'm lucky i wasn't seriously hurt,

thanks,

right now i'm a bit blinded with emotions,

thanks

[username n/a]

I hope you feel better.

[Chriss62]

I can't say I understand the feeling, but your not dead yet. It's a chance for you to see where your life is, and where it's going. You can prioritize what you had, what you have now, and what you want. Sorry to hear about your mate that took her life. Scuicide is a scary thing. What sort of support system do you have? can you enter counseling?

[Asa Samuel]

Did that really happen in one day? Man, and I thought I was having a bad day

My thoughts are with you mate.

[castleshade13]

in one normal week day, alot can happen in a few hours, and yeah, i'm speaking with a therapist/ psychiatrist later this week

and will do three times a week just to make sure i'm stable

just knowing you guys have at least read this makes me feel a bit better

[Joe Gress]

Damn.

[progrmr]

Get that tumour checked! ASAP, that's your biggest threat. START TREATMENT if necessary.

Don't worry about your girl and "friend" - they say that when you die you'll be able to count your true friends on 1 hand.

And don't worry about stuff - stuff can be replaced, you can't! You are here for a reason. Make it count while you are here! Get every last minute of life you can live it to the fullest. We all only get 1 shot at life - don't waste it!

[castleshade13]

they took a sample, will get the results on the tumour tomorrow....

[Kwesi]

Damn man, I hope things get better for you . Karma has a way of coming around a giving people what they deserve and based on this I'd say you've got some serious good fortune coming your way.

[bmc]

I REALLY feel for you. I broke my ring finger on my left hand three weeks ago.

Stay positive. It'll be difficult. But stay positive.

[standupright]

take care of yourself. hope you get better in every respect.

was the driver of the car ok?

[castleshade13]

Originally Posted by standupright

take care of yourself. hope you get better in every respect.

was the driver of the car ok?

yeah, the car was hit on the left side (right hand drive here in uk luckily!)

she was fine

[Tama]

Sorry about all the crap you've had dumped on you as of late.
On a positive note, the only way from here is UP, so it get's better.
Cheers, Dave

[kingpin2512]

Man you seem a lot more positive than I would be in your situation. Thats good at least. I really feel for you man and hope your life takes a turn for the better. Karma owes you big time.

[Darkstrike]

I feel for ya dude.

[Joey3313]

I think I saw that on /b/ like last week...

[UnsungZeros]

Deep breaths, man.

Perhaps you should just stay home for a while, kind of a bad luck quarantine.

[Stumbo]

i broke three fingers (middle on my left hand and first and middle on my right)
lost a tooth as well

These will heal.

my TC electronic Heads and cabs got destroyed in the crash

These can be replaced.

i was gonna tell my girl friend i love her, and she broke up with me for my best mate now enemy, he started being a b*****d then i found out why....

With time, your heart will heal. Better that you know now rather than later.

My birthday is 13th of September, Mr Big are playing London on the 12th i wanted to see them for my birthday, told my mother 4 weeks ago when the trip would be £400 hotel, flight, concert tickets and some expenses like food

she "forgot" and looked today, the only tickets left are the two tickets at the VERY back of the venue, and she got them but the flights will now cost 700 on there own unless i miss school, but quote school is super strict, you can only miss school for doctors, sport event that kinda thing, nothing personal

Since you couldn't go anyways due to the school rules (that you probably should have known about), it really doesn't matter that your mom forgot. I suggest you let it go.

been told i have a tumour on my lung, and it runs in my family, fatal lung cancer

This probably should have been first on your list. You need to focus on beating this thing above all else. If you don't, none of these other things will matter.

and worst of all.....

my long time good friend, one i could count on, and guitarist in my band Heather Buchan, committed suicide

RIP Heather Buchan

Your friend most likely would have wanted you to continue on and make something of yourself. Imagine how his family feels. I suggest you visit them and let them know how much your friend meant to you.

What should i do? i feel like i should give up life and sit in a corner
help anyone?

I've been there as well. Sitting in the corner, while it may seen as a way to escape your problems, it actually adds to them because you'll actually feel worse.

........................

EDIT/ADDITION

I just realized, last four years every year my birthday has been the worst day of the year, 4 years ago my family forgot my birthday, untill a month and a half late and tried to make up for it by buying me "this bike i was looking at" but being cheap skates got one that looked the same but was woeful, 3 years ago organized me a literally last minute "surprise" party which no one came to, even my parents and brother left me in this bar, which i was then thrown out for for being under age, 2 years ago they went to a festival for over 18s only forgetting my birthday, so i was home alone that day and last year they had a party for me at a sushi restaurant (i'm allergic to fish) and i only knew one person there minus my family, who once again left after about 10 minutes,

This year hasn't been bad, but i really wanted to go to the concert and now i can't,

This is all history and can't be changed so the longer you ruminate about it, the worse you'll feel. I suggest you try and let it go. Put your energy into getting healthy.

right now i just feel like enrolling in a music boarding school,

and i only know of one in the UK and i so couldn't afford it =S

Wherever you go, there you are, problems and all.

I suggest some counseling to help you throught these traumas.

Good luck.