Not sure if this was a serious post or not, but assuming it was, smoking angel dust is going to do you no favours long term.
It's pretty clear that the history of popular music owes a lot to many of its pioneers using and abusing drugs. Which leads some people to conclude that it's neccesary to enter an artificially altered state of consciousness to get anywhere creatively. That clearly isn't true, as the number of non-drug taking immensely creative people in the world will show you.
What is clear is that those creative people who took a shed-load of drugs almost always (if not always) has really screwed up personal lives. If the choice was between being a genius and having to live like Miles Davis or James Brown, die young like Hendrix, Cobain or Joplin, and not being that musical legend but having my life together, I'd be applying for jobs in book shops right now.
Fortunately there is a road less travelled, that allows for a wildly creative musical life and being a stable together person at the same time. Pursue that, and you'll cause yourself and the people around you a heck of a lot less heartache than if you start chasing some rock 'n' roll myth that says taking drugs is the only way to open up creatively.
cheers
Steve
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