So, I've been listening to this radio show every morning when I'm on my way to work for the last 2 years. The host is a stand up comedian and I really like his work. Now, this dude is funny (to me and many others). I don't really care what some strangers on a bus think about me so if he makes a really good joke I smile or even laugh out loud. I don't try to hold myself too hard. Nothing too loud, nothing that would disturb people around, barely hearable, but my face takes shapes I'm not proud of. This, however leads to weird moments. This morning the man sitting next to me reaches to his pocket to take his cell phone out. Right at that moment, the comedian makes a really funny joke and I start smiling. By the time the man reached his pocket (mind you, his arm is touching me as the cell was in the pocket that was on my side) my teeth become more and more visible. By the time he reaches his cell, I'm smiling, grinning and trying hard not to burst into tears. I'm sure he must have thought : "weirdo!", but what the heck, I've got another weird story to tell and laugh about. Do you care what people would think of you, or just enjoy the moment?