Until they're cancelled the day of. Just have to vent. Was supposed to play a gig tonight that pays us $250 each that I was totally counting on, and there was a screwup that may have been my guitarists fault. We're not playing... I manage my finances too tightly. This is a hard hit. Also got word that I was bumped from another group I was playing with which is a bit of a shot to the pride. The drummer and I were chucked and while I was told it was because of lack of availability - the drummer just told me on the phone it's because our attitude really sucked at a rehearsal before the last gig we did. Our attitude did suck, nuther lesson learned. We were rehearsing with this guys band, and bumblefoot (the drummer and I were playing with both) in the same studio - we're into the bumblefoot stuff, not into this guys stuff and it was embarrassingly evident. bumblefoots music lit us up, this guys put us to sleep. we got fired. oh well - it was only about a gig a month and the pay wasn't so great. I FEEL LIKE CRAP. I'M WASTING MY DAY ON THE COMPUTER AND I HAVE NOTHING TO DO THIS EVENING. I'M GETING REALLY DEPRESSED. I'M GOING TO GO RUNNING NOW. THAT USUALLY HELPS. SOMEBODY PLEASE TELL ME SOMETHING REALLY NICE LIKE YOU'RE GOING TO PAYPAL ME SOME MONEY SINCE YOU FEEL BAD FOR ME. OR YOU'RE GOING TO BUY MY CURBOW BASSS WHICH IS A REALLY GREAT, AND DESPERATE DEAL, AT $250. OR YOU JUST HEARD THAT GUNS AND ROSES FINALLY FINISHED THEIR ALBUM, ARE GOING ON TOUR, AND WANT ME TO PLAY BASS FOR THEM CUZ THEY READ MY PROFILE IN B.P. MAGAZINE.