I'm going through a pretty interesting times as far as education, relationships, etc.....with the exception of music (of course). So as of late I'm getting near finishing up my school's computer support certification, and then I should be on to taking my CompTIA A+ certification. I can't say that I'm unhappy about it (unless you look upon the fact that my class's materials the school must be trying to keep secret, seeing as both instructors have thick foreign accents. One of them puts down a whopping 1.2 score on rate my professor, lol. I'm taking networking essentials and beginners java.) but I can't say that I'm looking forward the best either. This is after all going to a school to be a music educator and getting borderline failed out because of professors' image scrutiny on their majors. I'm still at the regular job, barely keeping my temper at bay after seeing the innards of my own business. So where did I leave off? Ah yes, family. So everyone's asking about my plans; frankly, I usually shrug my shoulders and change the topic. It's not defiance or attitude, but it's the feeling that if I try to plan something out , or to take advantage of the situation, it will explode in my face. Most things feel are little more than a scam (school included.) My only real goal is to finish up, THEN when I actually have qualifications try and meet employers. Call me crazy (oh wait, everyone here does anyhow) but I just have this suspicion some overlooked jargon weighted aspect of a "job " in computers I'll end up will bite me in the ****. Thus far is the list of things I've tried to plan out that have never actually become anything. Lifeguarding. Getting an originals band out from the basement and onto a regular stage. (This pipe dream in particular I've still held onto, probably at my own detriment. My covers band ended up falling apart last September. And I've been wanting to put together a grind/punk/whatever band again; being "solo" in my music right now is just plain lonely) Transferring to a university to complete a music education degree. (I did graduate, downgraded my major tho) Weichert real estate school. And so on. Anyone share in this ?