You ever look at the things you work really hard at.....if it be a relationship, making better of yourself, achieving a sense of direction, becoming a more happy and complete person etc. Or your looking around to make sure your heading in the right direction in your life. Then you realize your lost!! You check to see if you are making it closer to what you want in life, then you notice your farther away then you were ever before, further away then when you first started. Or even worst you realize that all your strengths are really your weakness'. I think I will be missing for awhile.