So I just came back today from a free 10-day trip to Israel. The land was amazing, the sights were incredible and I also happenned to have a very spiritual, mind shattering experience at the Kotel (Wailing Wall). Now the bad stuff... My girlfriend was on the trip, and she decided to break up with me on the third night (while on a disco-boat, great idea huh? boat, breakup, depression, hmmm....). Like the person she is she decided to immerse herself with the country and people instead of grieving hardcore like I do. I seriously couldn't eat (and i'm a cook) and i was incredibly moody (still am). I feel like there's no purpose in living anymore. It actually burns inside. Also, I lost all my traveller's cheques and had to borrow money from a friend (something i hate to do). so there's my venting.