First of all, I'm an old fart, so back in the day, once you and a girl went your seperate ways that was it. Period. Now with facebook and myspace, I found this old girl that dumped me and I obsessed about for a few years. I Come to find her today on myspace again, even though I've looked and never found her before. This was a girl that treated me real badly and threw me a bunch of crumbs for a few months before she dissapeared and even stole from me once. I realise its rediculous..I mean less than nothing to her now even though I meant little or nothing to her at the time 3 years ago. I blamed her, but it was my fault for letting myself become her internet whipping boy. Looking at her again, I still love the hell out of her, but only in past tense. The feeling has died after three years. Shes moved all the way across the country and broke up with her boyfroiend she dumped me for I just found out . Okay, I know this isn't the relationship forum. Have you ever been tempted to do such a thing? She was 20 and beautiful, and now she 's 23 and time hasn't been real kind to her. Shes lost her childlike beuaty and gotten real fat and stuff, but she still brings back some sweet memories along with the bad. I mean she a some little time and effort to belittle me on the internet for a few months after we had our short menaingless relationship, and to stand me up a few times . I only had her for a few weeks but I did fall in love. anyway. Oh man, seeing those new pics of her i saw today after three years kind of opens up old wounds.