I went back and re-read my thread along with everyone else's replies... <b>I can't believe I thought that was a good story to share.</b> It may have been misconstrued as bragging, complaining, and whatnot... whatever, I'm not here to take back or apologize for what I said. What I am saying is however, your comments stood out to me above the rest and helped realize what I was doing was completely wrong and that I <b>really</b> did not think it out. As a matter of fact, I was doing pretty much the same thing last night when I realized how much fun I was NOT having. I poured the rest of that bastard out and went home. Sober and feeling better about myself than I ever could while under the influence. I'm not asking for you to forgive me or try sway you into having a new opinion of me... I'm telling you what I honestly think, I think I owe you that much since you were brutally honest with me.