Well, it has offically been a year ago today since I was such a mess (well started my decent). On a number of drugs, slowly killing myself in many different ways and then taking the direct approach a few months later. I've been off most of the drugs and I haven't made an attempt on my life since then. Personally I think I owe allot of it to allot of you here at talkbass for the help and friendship. I know it's sentimental, blame it on the lack of depressants. But thanks. You may start vomiting.