Seriously. I'm curious. I'm remaining clean drug/alcohol wise, but I sleep for about 5 hours if I'm lucky and it's never consistant (ala 3AM - 8AM vs. 2-7) I'm overloading with caffene + sugar to stay alive. I feel sick all the time, I know this isn't helping my grades. I've only been doing this for about 3 and a half years (I'll be more than 4, I suck). And I still suck at photography/art. Am I going to die in the near future?