Reason I am writing this is because I do not understand how this works... So today I had a presentation and I was doing ok... my usual I will write down some notes but I wont follow them and just talk for time about what comes to my mind... i was talking and then while talking I thought on the lines of "hehehehehe crack is funny" i have no idea why or how but next thing i know everyone looked up at me and looked very strange as i heard myself say "education and school in general is like crack" then i said very loudly "what?!?!?!?!" but it was too late so i kept on making connection and finally did somehow... It was along the lines of "education is addictive and when you know some you want to know more" it was way off topic... After i was done i walked to the seat as someone asked me "were you just talking about crack?" I really dont understand my brain... is it every brain or just me? how can i think while talking... why would i think while talking... how did i get from community building to crack?!?! I have a teacher who does similar but does anyone else have this thing where they try to explain something and i go way off topic to tie it up somehow... I think it works i just dont understand it... Its not as bad as last quarter when i was lecturing on opium wars and then to explain why Chinese lost so bad i drew 2 stick figures one with a stick another with a gun and said "Chinese had sticks, they thought British had smaller sticks, in fact British had guns... Guns beat sticks, British won..." all along drawing somewhat like a battle map plan... Please tell me i am not too crazy?