You guys don't know me, so you probably won't even bother reading this. I just need an outlet to complain to. The run down: My life sucks. And is probably going downhill from here. I left public school in the 7th grade, to homeschool. "Homeschool" consisted of being on the internet to much and watching college tapes. Okay, now how is my life ruined exactly? Well, I became kind of a hermit for 2-3 years. I must have left school when I was 14, and I turned 17 in april. Now, I really want to go back to highschool. But I can't. I'd have to go to 9th, due to my lack of credits. Now I do not want to be turning 18 in 9th grade. My mom has tried and tried to get me into 11th, and she still is, so far it's a no go. Why do I want to get into highschool? Because I don't want to be a failure And my lfie is kind of boreing, but I want to go to smartypants college and I that will be hard with a GED. Highschool wouldn't be fun or anything, I know, but I feel as if I am missing out on a big part of my life. I have friends I made from middle school, except I feel I have outgrown them all. They are all very immature, and they all pick on me. Maybe it's because I've had myself isolated, but these people are not good friends. They are like strangers and treat me like thier bitch. They arn't interesting, they arn't fun to hang out with and all they want to do is party or cruise around in a car. And that'd be fine with me except they're all immature ******* types. I'm not even going to go into detail on why they are such bad, user friends. Because this post would be 20 paragraphs long I need to make new friends Should I just go to 9th grade and be a big loser? I really need to articulate this better, but I'm kind of mad right now and incoherent.