Girlfriend? Car wreck. Luckily, not seriously injured. Mom? Car wreck. Very lucky to be alive, broken arm, collarbone, hip, and face. Girlfriend's mom? Lucky to be alive after run-in with drunken biker boyfriend. Close friend? Arrested on multiple counts of theft. Needs to be heavily medicated and won't ever be herself again. Cat I've had for 14 years? Kidney failure. Misdiagnosed by vet, so didn't get treatment in time. Great aunt? Catastrophic liver failure. I didn't even get to say goodbye. Me? Knee injury, out of work until the end of the month, can't go up or down steps, can't carry stuff. Just sit here at home, alone. Can't even talk to my cat about things now. Man, I just want it to not be now anymore.