Ok, not the typical "love advice" most people ask for, but I'd like some input. I really effed up a relationship with a very special woman about 2 yrs ago. It was mostly my fault that I didn't work out, and I can accept the blame now. We ended on horrible terms, and haven't spoken to one another in 2 years, or even passed by eachother in public or anything. Im not on her Facebook or anything, so I really don't even know where she is right now in her life. I think she has had a boyfriend though for a while. Not sure, just grapevine. I know its over now. I accept that. I doubt it would be wise to even try again at this point, but she *was* my most serious relationship to date, and our friendship went back to the early 90s, and we were friends in college as well, and remained friends until we began dating 5-6 years ago. Anyhow, time has caught up with me, and Ive thought about her alot. Id like so much to send her an email maybe, just telling her I am "sorry", bc I never got to say it. I want to make peace with her. I hate that a lifetime friendship, and a good relationship got so bad, and ended SO horribly. Would this be a bad idea? I cant call her, as I dont have her phone # any longer. I want to make peace in my heart, and maybe put it out there that we can be friends again one day.... Thoughts? I know I joke alot here, but this is 100% serious. I really effed up,. and want to make peace.