in advance, you guys can delete it if you want, i just need to vent.. okay, hear me out. i'm a very depressed person, alright? and i had this friend, who just recently started hating me and telling me i'm a poser and i'm not really cutting or feeling the way i do. okay, so, i took pictures of some cuts, and she thinks i got them off the internet! who would take pictures of cuts and post them for all to see?! (i don't! lol!) anyways, i finally had to block her because she was driving me to cut more. i punished myself because of me. we used to be so close..what went wrong? also, today, in my diary, i finally posted two pictures of myself, and within the first two minutes, i get a unsigned note saying "ur uglier than my ass!!" ouch. well, trying to not let it get to me (too late.. ) i replied with *ahem* To that unsigned noter, it's not worth the insult if I already agree. Your ass must be very pretty! Kiss it for me! *small grin* Even though I replied with my lame humor, it still hurt. Is it wrong to let that affect me? Okay, since on my diary every that wants to can see it, you guys can, to see if you agree, though I around do. Yeah, those are me. Last weekend. :\ Anyways, in my other diary, I get another note from a person saying that everything i say is $!^%. how nice. *sighs* so i feel so bad that to everyone it's not real? Man, what did I do to deserve this? I know it sounds selfish, but no one knows how hard this is. A 14 year old girl who has been through so much. Over Two years of depression, and about four-five years of being sexually abused and used. (..Yeah, shocking.) But all the same, thank you for just letting me post this. I hope you guys won't yell at me. In other news, did you all hear about the kids in NYC that are sueing McDonald's for getting them obese?