Social but alone

leave England, imo!

 

just trying to get a chuckle from ya, ha!

 

I think you should read this thread:

Combatting Depression

 

Why? Climate! Key West is what you need. Many, many people have escaped their pasts and reinvented themselves under the Florida sun.



On a serious note, have you ever sought professional counseling? With a little work we can learn what things in our past are causing us problems in the present, and learn how to cope and overcome them.

 

No matter where you go, there are going to be a few @#$-holes, but most people are good. I am guessing you are young. Take you time, trust your instincts, don't try to be someone you are not, or worry about impressing others, and you will find the right people.

 

Our own @Joe Nerve wrote a book you may want to check out.

 

I think a counsellor therapist is a good step

and join some meetup groups if you can

Be patient...and kind....good people will come into your life

 

Physical location will not change the location of the problem(s) what ever they might be, as they reside in your head. (although the chuckle worked on me pacojas )

While it is certainly possible to work things out on your own ( I've managed a long while ) I must say that had I been more open and mature in my own self assessment, I would have sought counseling.

While the vague "bad thoughts" leaves much to the imagination I am pretty certain I understand what you are implying. Do yourself and your good friends a favor and find an avenue, other than a bass forum, to express your feelings. Having an actual human to speak with does immeasurable good to combating the feelings you are having.

Know that you have folks, who don't know you other than what you have expressed here, who are genuinely hoping for the best. Be kind to yourself my friend, and participate in your path to better days. They wont come without seeking them out.

 

Calling @Joe Nerve. Come in @Joe Nerve.

 

I'm not sure how you do it, but I did it.
Once upon a time I couldn't stay at home alone. I looked for any reason to go out & be social, but that meant drinking alcohol, because everyone I knew drank after work.

These days I'm more than comfortable being at home alone, so much so that I'm a recluse.
Before I had responsibilities, I wouldn't go out of the house for weeks at a time, except to get food.