I don't feel old but the calendar says I am. When I look in the mirror I think "Who's that old fat guy?" Just took a physical at work and they say I'm 5'10" tall. Really? I used to be 6 feet tall. What do I want to do now? Live every minute. Play music, love deeply, take chances, make people uncomfortable (i'm good at that )laugh a lot and embrace my family. I don't believe in living on memories although I have plenty of great ones. I want to make new memories. Life can be great and it can be miserable and I want to embrace it all.