This is just weird. The other day, I was so sick that I slept for 14 hours, but the last two hours weren't sleep, but... music. It was absolutely silent, but in my head I was listening to two straight hours of really strange odd time signature riffs, floaty "stoner rock" elements over it, strings, occasional horns. It was this one continous two hour song that was absolutely brilliant! I loved it, but couldn't possibly reproduce it. Or maybe someone put a Yes album on just to screw with me. It was like heavy Yes, mixed with monster magnet, mixed with Primus, mixed with Mesuggah. AKA the greatest music ever! I want to buy the album that my head produced for me and listen to it every day. So my new favorite band is my head with their one song two hour album, "Damn, I'm sick." ... Why can't I be as good as my head is? I can map out complicated string arrangements in my head, I can hear stuff that I want (my sick brain proved it to me) but I need to be album to transcribe it somehow. I suppose this is where theroy comes in. And once again to restate: I don't do drugs.