nevermind, this has gotten me into too much trouble. All because of my twisted self-destructive humor. I thought people would see the ironies and hypocrisies, but instead they called them contradictions and called me scum (paraphrased). It's understandable, my humor is often too subtle and too pointless that it is mistaken for serious stupidity. Of course as people read this, they may accuse me of "covering my tracks". So I basically dug my own grave. Again, I apologize for wasting everyone's time.