Most if my life I have always responded to any situation I was in. Not a whole lot of planning but a lot of go, go, go. Didn't like what was happening in my life, okay I'm moving to another part of the country.Found myself with a wife and 10-year-old son, learned a trade so I could support them. Church needs a bass player, never played bass before but I'm in. Your phone system crashed? Don't panic, I'll find the problem... etc, etc, etc. Never much planning just a quick response. Now, I am in another season with a whole lot of changes in my life. Do I move? Do I volunteer for more things that I like? Do I volunteer because people need help? Do I withdraw from everything, spend time with my wife and contemplate our future? I am choosing contemplation right now. I have time and am not forced to react. This is a new way of living for me. Took 18 months of struggle to get to this point, but am finally starting to get this. May be taking a year long sabbatical, starting in January or March. Need time to gracefully withdraw from the things I am responsible for. Don't want to just abruptly walk away. I like it. Have you ever been in a season like this?