Imo, it's not just society, but life itself that's an illusion. The only thing that separates people from lower animals is our ability to question. We don't have the smarts though to get to the answers beyond the superficial, material stuff. That's the challenge of being human. Music helps to ease the pain of that dilemma and can help folks to see the brighter, more positive side of the picture. So maybe people who are into music also have a greater propensity towards other venues that may appear to offer solace? Could very well be.
Music eases pain for a lot of people. Music is even used in therapy. Music is an energy if you will. It's a matter of applying it. In the end I think musicians are no more suceptible to mental disorder than people who don't even care about the cheapest music in the world. I've even worked with guys who had a family, a BIG house, a well paid job, animals and just about everything you want, and you know what?, some of them were really depressed, but I mean really Depressed. The flipside is that I have a couple of friends who are in their late thirties and still haven't landed an ongoing decent job and still live in students houses and with their moms and still don't know what they want to do, and they get their hard times aswell, but they have a knowing I rarely do see in the mainstream suited up company career hunting people I work with - it ain't a reference, but as you stated: the illusion of 'life' and that what is ingrained by relentless impression into our brainscreen is in fact an illusion. I don't know if i'd be happier dying as a hobo or as Hugh Hefner, maybe there's not even a difference. You get born naked and you die naked, and all things you have and wear in between is all just in between and counts for naught in the end. Who knows what will happen when the time comes for us to go to the next place? We don't know, we've asked ourselves this question sometimes through our lives, at least once or twice, and hence the dillema I guess, if at least you care for it. You can't reason it out, your mind won't let you to, your mind will fool you in the end. It happens to me, and I reason too much than is good for me - I'm getting stupider all the time. Fact is that MANY people are suffering and a lot of us trip over that fine edge of 'sanity' and have to take pills to stick to the 'good' side of the fence. And all the while the machine keeps rolling farther down the road.
Maybe it's getting into music and opening your tentacles to suck in all that tone and vibe that allows you to suck in more than you wanted in the end. I believe that one is able to shut down his receptors or set them open by will. A musician, at some point, HAS to open his receptors to get intoxicated with music, and that can take some musicians to a point where they become more and more intertwined with the primal emotions of music itself and thus, in some way I don't yet understand, have their receptors (oh damn this stupid word!) wide open and don't close them anymore. Maybe this all is BS to you guys, but I like the mental exercise of thinking this up. Still, in the end it's just a thought.
If you've read through this, thanks, and I'm Belgian, so sue me!
