I'm a good student- A minus average, been accepted to 5 schools so far for college, good rep with both students and teachers (despite my long hair, unshaven-ness and metal shirts)....
But I feel really unmotivated. I get work done, but I laze around and usually get to bet at midnight. It's killing my energy.
Also, my school is very small- 100 kids grades 6-12. My senior class is 4 people. I only consistently like/get along with one of them. My friends in school are cool, but are flakes otherwise. My friends outside of school are dependable, laid back and fun, but are way into drugs.
I'm so damn confused right now, and my school's production of "Dracula"- with yours truly in the lead- starts tonight.
Any wise words? I apologize for the rant.
But I feel really unmotivated. I get work done, but I laze around and usually get to bet at midnight. It's killing my energy.
Also, my school is very small- 100 kids grades 6-12. My senior class is 4 people. I only consistently like/get along with one of them. My friends in school are cool, but are flakes otherwise. My friends outside of school are dependable, laid back and fun, but are way into drugs.
I'm so damn confused right now, and my school's production of "Dracula"- with yours truly in the lead- starts tonight.
Any wise words? I apologize for the rant.
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