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    I did it!!!!

    thank you so very much!!!!
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    I did it!!!!

    you are so welcome!!!!!
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    I did it!!!!

    thank you!!!!
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    I did it!!!!

    thank you!!!!
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    I did it!!!!

    thank you so much!!!!
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    I did it!!!!

    Phew, haven't been on here in a looooong time!! Lots of updates. I have been symptom free since March, so over seven months. I have not had any anxiety or intrusive thoughts either. My mind has completely changed. My thoughts are positive and I have absolute clarity. I have been using my...
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    Little success story

    I am so proud of you my friend and honored to have inspired you! No one should be discouraged when confronted with the impossible if they know our stories! Thank you for being an amazing friend and human!!
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    I did it!!!!

    My book, From Beneath the Ice, is now available! It depicts my journey from childhood trauma to schizophrenia and anxiety. Music has been an indelible part of this story. I truly would not be here without it. Thank you all for your encouragement and support. It truly means a lot to me...
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    How many have a "House Band" gig?

    I have a solo bass show every second Thursday at a local coffee house and bar. I really enjoy it. Staff and patrons seem to as well, got lots of positive feedback. BASS
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    I did it!!!!

    Haven't posted in a while...been really busy finishing up my book. I also have been increasingly busy talking to doctors and caregivers about mental health. Today I do what even a year ago would have come with monumental anxiety and trepidation. I am sitting in with two new to me musicians...
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    Why is your bass hero your bass hero? My reason is kind of dark...

    Thank you so much! We are in the final stages of editing From Beneath the Ice, and it will be available soon! You can stay up to date and get once a month sneak peeks by emailing [email protected]. There will hopefully be just one more update in a few days, and then publication...
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    New amp day; Darkglass Exponent 500

    As of 4 pm central time US there is a darkglass youtube short about the midi footswitch!
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    Why is your bass hero your bass hero? My reason is kind of dark...

    I'm doing everything I can, including publishing a book about my journey in the next few weeks. Writing it has been really empowering, but publishing it feels daunting. I'm not sure how I feel about my darkest moments being available to anyone. But my goal is to be helpful, and for that, I...
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    Why is your bass hero your bass hero? My reason is kind of dark...

    My bass hero is Jaco. Yes, his playing is creative, and innovative, and I have learned and performed his tunes from Portrait of Tracy to Continuum. For me however, Jaco is my bass hero because of what he didn't do. He didn't make it. Jaco had mental illness. I have schizophrenia...