Welcome to me two years ago. You'll find this sort of thing happens a lot to people our age. Things change, and then you realize how much better off you are.
The only problem I'm seeing here is you. You go so far as to claim that she was basically your life. Theres your problem. Get out there and do your own thing, make your own life, and find a girl that fits in there with you who does her own things.
The only problem I'm seeing here is you. You go so far as to claim that she was basically your life. Theres your problem. Get out there and do your own thing, make your own life, and find a girl that fits in there with you who does her own things.