This reminds me of a Zen story:
A young monk once asked the abbot of his temple how long it would take for him to become enlightened. The abbot thought for a moment and said, "10 years." The monk then asked, "what if I meditated day and night and did more to become enlightened than any other monk here?" The abbot thought again and said, "20 years!"
so that just means i will never get enlightened