Looking to get a bit of perspective on what is a hair-splitting debate about definitions I've been having with myself, yet still I find myself thinking about the topic a lot.
The debate, in my head, ping-pongs on the notion of: "do I consider myself a professional musician?"
I've read many threads on the topic, but I keep coming back to this idea of "I haven't committed myself to a career in music, so I'm not sure I think of myself as a professional musician".
For a bit of background, I've studied classical flute from ages 8-18, picked up bass in a high school band at 14 and haven't stopped since, I'm now 32.
I started getting paid to play in bar bands at age 20 and moved to Europe 5 years ago.
I've since played in 30-40 ensembles and projects, where the last couple of years have seen a lot of live session work, where I get hired to play a few shows or mini tours and also back up some busy bassists.
I've been hired to do studio work, with standard notation and have received calls to play in groups across many genres. I even had 5-6 students at one point.
The last few months have been awful with my "other job" of teaching English, so rent and expenses have been covered by bass work.
Yet I'm still not committed to music as a main income source.
I'm a PhD student in economics and management and I very much see my career in academia both teaching and publishing.
I just don't have the courage to go for music full time and long term, is the conclusion to this.
A pianist's mother asked my visiting mother why I don't make a career out of music?
That got me thinking about the topic again and facing the fact that I just don't believe I can lead a financially stable life with music, even though I tremendously love being part of the musician community and forming close friendships, playing bass, thinking about music, and of course buying many basses!
The debate, in my head, ping-pongs on the notion of: "do I consider myself a professional musician?"
I've read many threads on the topic, but I keep coming back to this idea of "I haven't committed myself to a career in music, so I'm not sure I think of myself as a professional musician".
For a bit of background, I've studied classical flute from ages 8-18, picked up bass in a high school band at 14 and haven't stopped since, I'm now 32.
I started getting paid to play in bar bands at age 20 and moved to Europe 5 years ago.
I've since played in 30-40 ensembles and projects, where the last couple of years have seen a lot of live session work, where I get hired to play a few shows or mini tours and also back up some busy bassists.
I've been hired to do studio work, with standard notation and have received calls to play in groups across many genres. I even had 5-6 students at one point.
The last few months have been awful with my "other job" of teaching English, so rent and expenses have been covered by bass work.
Yet I'm still not committed to music as a main income source.
I'm a PhD student in economics and management and I very much see my career in academia both teaching and publishing.
I just don't have the courage to go for music full time and long term, is the conclusion to this.
A pianist's mother asked my visiting mother why I don't make a career out of music?
That got me thinking about the topic again and facing the fact that I just don't believe I can lead a financially stable life with music, even though I tremendously love being part of the musician community and forming close friendships, playing bass, thinking about music, and of course buying many basses!

