I’ve had the same with another instrument. Basically I was always in Study mode and never allowed myself to just play and have fun. Years on end just being critical and always judging yourself can squeeze all the fun out of something.
Also: try to take lessons, if only online (if you can’t find a teacher you like nearby). You’ll learn new things but more importantly he/she can help you find structure in your routine.
You can find everything on youtube nowadays, but it’ so easy to find something new to dive into every day and that way you won’t improve, which becomes frustrating.
A teacher can also help with that.
Also: try to take lessons, if only online (if you can’t find a teacher you like nearby). You’ll learn new things but more importantly he/she can help you find structure in your routine.
You can find everything on youtube nowadays, but it’ so easy to find something new to dive into every day and that way you won’t improve, which becomes frustrating.
A teacher can also help with that.
