Lately, I've been going through a lot of depression and anxiety, but when I get on TB and other people are able to relate to my experiences and support me, it feels good and I feel much better.
Well basically, I have never had a panic attack, but on Thursday I experienced my first one. Let me tell you, I thought I was dying because I began to hyperventilate, my heart was going crazy, and my right leg and arm were going numb and starting to tingle. So I called 911 and the EMT came and told me I was probably experiencing a panic attack, but to be on the safe side I had my mother take me to the hospital. I've been worrying about my kidneys for awhile because about 3 months ago I was told they were inflamed and was having back problems and abdominal issues, but the doctor just told me to take some ibuprofen and drink lots of water (which I did, but I still was experiencing the same issues). Well on Thursday, which was my 2nd visit, the doctor told me that I was completely fine, but that some people who have panic attacks could experience rhythmic issues with their heart which might have happened to me. So he said the next time it happens I should count my pulse for a minute and make sure it isn't anything over 150 bpm. I was also off my anti-depressants that entire week which could've played a role, but that seriously scared me. I thought I was going to die that day and was crying because I was so scared. All my life I've been depressed, but Thursday I just realized how thankful I am to live and after seeing all the older people in that hospital (I even saw some young boy who overdosed on Xanax and popped a blood vessel), I just couldn't help but thank God for everything he's done for me! So I started to pray more, especially for all those out in the world struggling in life.
I just wanted to share my story, but also ask if any of you have been through a situation similar to mine?
Thanks so much for reading and I hope that anyone who is struggling with depression, anxiety, anything health related, or just basically whatever it is, that your not alone and please don't ever give up!
Love you guys and God Bless!
- Deoindra
Well basically, I have never had a panic attack, but on Thursday I experienced my first one. Let me tell you, I thought I was dying because I began to hyperventilate, my heart was going crazy, and my right leg and arm were going numb and starting to tingle. So I called 911 and the EMT came and told me I was probably experiencing a panic attack, but to be on the safe side I had my mother take me to the hospital. I've been worrying about my kidneys for awhile because about 3 months ago I was told they were inflamed and was having back problems and abdominal issues, but the doctor just told me to take some ibuprofen and drink lots of water (which I did, but I still was experiencing the same issues). Well on Thursday, which was my 2nd visit, the doctor told me that I was completely fine, but that some people who have panic attacks could experience rhythmic issues with their heart which might have happened to me. So he said the next time it happens I should count my pulse for a minute and make sure it isn't anything over 150 bpm. I was also off my anti-depressants that entire week which could've played a role, but that seriously scared me. I thought I was going to die that day and was crying because I was so scared. All my life I've been depressed, but Thursday I just realized how thankful I am to live and after seeing all the older people in that hospital (I even saw some young boy who overdosed on Xanax and popped a blood vessel), I just couldn't help but thank God for everything he's done for me! So I started to pray more, especially for all those out in the world struggling in life.
I just wanted to share my story, but also ask if any of you have been through a situation similar to mine?
Thanks so much for reading and I hope that anyone who is struggling with depression, anxiety, anything health related, or just basically whatever it is, that your not alone and please don't ever give up!
Love you guys and God Bless!
- Deoindra