I I told you all that music is the "Great Exposer", the number one clear way to identify one's ability in music and as a player either for better or for worse.
Run, do not walk, to the nearest great jazz teacher and let them help you to de-mystify the music that plays havoc with some here. I said it for years, but with a lot of non-acceptance from a lot of people when I said that music is a hard road. It is the Great Exposer of us all. It is also the number one way to improve as a player in academic methods, and today maybe some can now see this. Celebrate your confusion because mistakes and lack of knowledge are the beelines toward great musical improvement. That is what they show to anybody who is truly dedicated toward musical improvement.if you have the cajones to improve that which you may not know today, then in one year, you will be three times the bass players you are today.
Let me just add that taking this advice is hard on the EGO. I have done just this, and ran to a great local jazz teacher, and even though I have a degree in classical studies on the upright, studying jazz on the electric is kicking my butt! Definitely has exposes my weaknesses and the vast gaps in my musical education/knowledge. And the improvement is slow to see, because some of these concepts are new to me. I am working on "celebrating my confusion" which let me tell you, is a real thing when getting into jazz.
I do hope however, to be three times the player this time next year!
