It's not about playing modern or traditional, it's about injecting YOUR voice into the conversation.
It's quite the paradox for me that finding your voice on an instrument seems like something that takes years and hours upon hours of study and practice to develop, yet at the same time you can only sound like you.
I'm a versatile bassist, capable of sounding authentic in numerous styles and settings, on electric and upright, and holding down the gigs, but I don't have "my sound" by any means. I always feel like I'm playing and adapting to (dare I say, accompanying) the situation, rather than forcing "me" into the equation. But it's always "me"...it's impossible to get away from yourself, ya know.
Anyways, I think part of me being unsatisfied is that I hear cats like Christian McBride, or a local baltimore bassist, Amy Shook
Link Removed , and they get this great, in your face, "modern sound" full of so much character and nuance, while my basses tone is light years away from that sound. So, when I originally said I wanted to hear modern sounding ballads, I was talking literally about "tone sound", not "conceptual sound". If you guys get my drift. A small part of it is gear related, but the issue for me is a the whole "hearing every line/note/drop before or as it's being played" deal...Still working on the ET side of the house.
Basbende, I'm still searching for a pizz. ballad that makes me really say wow, and can help lead me into an inward direction. I love Mingus' ballads, but most the ballads that hit me in the tear-bone, the bass usually isn't the feature.
Thanks for the continuing suggestions, comments, and allowing me to vent a bit.
matt
ps: the avatar IS from Metalocalypse! Great Show!