Ed, I'd be interested in hearing more about the nature of that brick wall, and what overcoming that brick wall entailed.
Sorry, lost this for a second. I'm not too sure how much detail about my sad story you want, so let me know if it raises other questions.
When I moved to NYC in 1987, I had been to Berklee, I had finished up a music performance degree at a liberal arts school down in East Bum**** GA and was The Cat (which basically meant I was the ONLY cat playing upright) and got all the work playing jazz around there. And got by having a reasonable sound (through an amp), a reasonable swing feel and OK time. So I get up here and I'm getting some gigs, but it's like all the other folks on the stand know something I don't. I play, using the chord/scale approach I got from Berklee and it sounds OK, sort of. But when these other cats play, there is DIRECTION and INTENT and SUBSTANCE and I just don't know how they got from "play this scale when you see this chord" to being able to communicate with each other in this real and direct way. And it's like that for a few years, they play stuff that's like they're talking to each other, I play stuff that's gibberish. At first I do the only thing I know how to do, that is, get more vocabulary i.e. more scales to play over chords. But that doesn't solve my problem. Sometime in 93 or 94 (as memory serves) somebody handed me the article (which you can now find on this site) called DOING IT THE SLOW WAY by Joe Solomon and what he said in it really spoke to me on a deep level, so I started studying with him.
And that's what really made a difference in my playing. I cannot claim to be a great poet, but at the very least, I can "speak" with meaning and intent and direction. The whole approach of the Tristano school is to get the skill sets necessary to HEAR with clarity and understanding and to get what you hear out into the air without the instrument being an obstacle. Joe teaches technique (which means physical approach; how to get a big open swinging sound without tension, relaxed), there are improvisational exercises that tear apart tunes and by parameterizing the improvisation, start working on getting your ear to make the note choices in the moment. This helps get you to the place where you hear the melody, the harmony, the time and YOUR LINE all at the same time, when improvising. There are ear training exercises that get you hearing both make up and function, starting with intervals in the first octave and ending up with 4 part chords with 2 tensions (which gets you flirting with polytonality). There are exercises with rhythmic grouping and displacement. ALL of this so that when you are in a tune, in the moment, nothing should be standing in between you and your musical imagination.
Does that answer your question?