I think Ray Brown was once quoted as saying "it's 10% talent and 90% hard work".
You just gotta keep at it.
Personally, given what I've read I'd encourage you to just start taking private lessons. When I was in college I would practice 8 -12 hours a day. I'd walk right past my teachers as they were starting class and they'd ask me where I thought I was going. Well, it was off to the practice room. I have no regrets.
Granted, there is much to learn in the classroom, but I'd learned theory in high school. I'd go in to class for exams, take the test and pretty much ace it every time.
I'm not bragging -- there is a reason for college, like Ed said, to get that diploma. It's also a great place to network and play with some great musicians.
If you're not interested in that diploma, I'd reconsider finding a great private teacher.
So, anyway, hows it going at CUNY? Who are you studying with?
You just gotta keep at it.
Personally, given what I've read I'd encourage you to just start taking private lessons. When I was in college I would practice 8 -12 hours a day. I'd walk right past my teachers as they were starting class and they'd ask me where I thought I was going. Well, it was off to the practice room. I have no regrets.
Granted, there is much to learn in the classroom, but I'd learned theory in high school. I'd go in to class for exams, take the test and pretty much ace it every time.
I'm not bragging -- there is a reason for college, like Ed said, to get that diploma. It's also a great place to network and play with some great musicians.
If you're not interested in that diploma, I'd reconsider finding a great private teacher.
So, anyway, hows it going at CUNY? Who are you studying with?