But on the other hand, I sent my drummer a text this morning because he was supposed to send me over one of the tracks we were recording so that I could practice it relentlessly today in preparation for recording it tomorrow, I also asked him for a more specific guide on what I should work on.
He saw the message (joys of facebook) but didn't respond
You're right Mjac, though I would say that I can be confident at times and I'm certainly far from miserable. I'm fully confident on stage, for example. My self-esteem holds me back mostly when I have an idea on bass, they suggest I change to something else I'll very rarely stick up for my idea and just do what they tell me. That and I'm afraid I'll hold them back. But otherwise I'm okay.