Thanks to everyone who has contributed perspectives to this thread. I value all the input here.
This is where I'm at, as well. I guess I'm suffering from culture shock in the sense that being a musician now appears to be a completely different thing, with a different set of expectations, than it was back when I was playing as a job. And if I want to keep playing, I need to get with the program or, as someone else suggested, move to where the jobs are more plentiful. Full disclosure, I didn't live in this town back when I was playing a lot, so I don't really know. Maybe things here have always been this way. Most of the local musicians I know are too young to know anything else.
As with many, life eventually got in the way and upon trying to return to it, found it's a completely different landscape full of people looking for a hand out to move their aspirations along, that no longer value what people like me may bring to their table.
This is where I'm at, as well. I guess I'm suffering from culture shock in the sense that being a musician now appears to be a completely different thing, with a different set of expectations, than it was back when I was playing as a job. And if I want to keep playing, I need to get with the program or, as someone else suggested, move to where the jobs are more plentiful. Full disclosure, I didn't live in this town back when I was playing a lot, so I don't really know. Maybe things here have always been this way. Most of the local musicians I know are too young to know anything else.
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