Listening to Rush on vinyl with headphones, I started thinking about how years ago, I would escape to my bedroom and my records and my headphones, usually high, sometimes not and it was "F*** the world!"
I started thinking, when did that change? When did I stop escaping into the music? I still listen to music but for the most part its at work, in the background with too many distractions to "escape" as I have to actually work. Then I get home and deal with life there, bills, yard work, working on and around the house with maybe some music on and practicing band tunes of course Im listening to the music but no escape....
Tonite, I escaped. I've been dealing with some rotator cuff surgery so I'm on short term disability and have all the time in the world but this past week was spent in pain and being uncomfortable, having to sleep in my recliner and not getting much sleep...just a side note if you can avoid rotator cuff surgery or probably any kind of surgery please do, its the suck.... but today i finally felt pretty good, had my first PT session and that hurt but did loosen me up some and was feeling not half bad afterwards.
So I strapped on the headphones, kicked back in bed for the first time in a week and enjoyed what I was listening to. I payed attention. To the layers, to the lead breaks, to the vocals, the interaction between the instruments and thought of nothing else. There was no "F the world" and I haven't smoked dope in a long time but that didn't matter. Although I was slightly buzzing from the oxycodone
I have a month to go. Then back to work. Depending on how I progress with the PT, part time maybe full. In the mean time, my plan is to listen. To stuff I haven't heard in years. To complete albums, where songs flow into each other as the artist intended. Hopefully that will continue once I'm whole again. Even if its just for an hour....
Escape.
I started thinking, when did that change? When did I stop escaping into the music? I still listen to music but for the most part its at work, in the background with too many distractions to "escape" as I have to actually work. Then I get home and deal with life there, bills, yard work, working on and around the house with maybe some music on and practicing band tunes of course Im listening to the music but no escape....
Tonite, I escaped. I've been dealing with some rotator cuff surgery so I'm on short term disability and have all the time in the world but this past week was spent in pain and being uncomfortable, having to sleep in my recliner and not getting much sleep...just a side note if you can avoid rotator cuff surgery or probably any kind of surgery please do, its the suck.... but today i finally felt pretty good, had my first PT session and that hurt but did loosen me up some and was feeling not half bad afterwards.
So I strapped on the headphones, kicked back in bed for the first time in a week and enjoyed what I was listening to. I payed attention. To the layers, to the lead breaks, to the vocals, the interaction between the instruments and thought of nothing else. There was no "F the world" and I haven't smoked dope in a long time but that didn't matter. Although I was slightly buzzing from the oxycodone
I have a month to go. Then back to work. Depending on how I progress with the PT, part time maybe full. In the mean time, my plan is to listen. To stuff I haven't heard in years. To complete albums, where songs flow into each other as the artist intended. Hopefully that will continue once I'm whole again. Even if its just for an hour....
Escape.