last night was a complete disaster. my GF stopped talking to me on sunday, but she came to my house to sort things out. generally. its a long story - to sum up a guy friend said its not the same when im around her and her friends, so she decided itd be best for the way time is, we should spend some time with our own friends... i said that seems like crap to me. im a single man. itd be easier if she was the same as a few months ago... but now shes kinda getting into drinkin at the weekends with her buddies and stuff.. it scares me, makes me paranoid what she might do or if she gets hurt. 8 months pretty much to the day. the day we got together.. the day we break up. "tuesday's gone" hits home... well. st patty's day. good day to whip out the whisky, eh? not.