Are you feeling this way even if you're vaxed and most people are?
Yeah. Some of it is personal bitterness, and coming to the realization that the joy I get from jamming and performing doesn't offset the stress those activities bring. I've become a bit of an introvert and the pandemic seems to have amplified that. My last few performances haven't been rewarding. My connections for jamming have dried up. As for seeing others live, the idea of an indoor crowd is going to take a while to get comfortable with.