Meanwhile, I'm in a dilemma. Tomorrow is my quite date. But I ran out of smokes at like 8:30 pm tonight. I was walking to the car earlier but turned around and decided to just forget about it. Eventually, though, I went and bought a pack. I surely wont' smoke more than a few of these. Then I'll, what? Shred them up and toss 'em in the garbage? I guess I will. *Sigh*
I found myself in this position many, many times over the years I tried to quit.
I would buy a pack to last the rest of the night with the plan to quit the next day, put a nearly full pack in the trash that night, then in the morning either buy more, or sometimes pick the pack out of the trash.
Don't stop trying to quit.
And yes, I would think just using nicotine is a lot healthier than smoking in order to get the nicotine.