Wow, I cannot even begin to describe how angry I am right now.
So it all started on the bus ride home from school. Today was midterms day, schedules all messed up, and I got less than six hours of sleep last night, so obviously Im already not in the best of moods.
I'm sitting in the back of the bus, which is new because I usually am towards the middle. Anyway, these four kids, two of whom were already there before, kind of "grouped up" around where I was sitting. They started talking about some girl and her boyfriend, who they were making fun of by calling him "chester the molester." Then one of the kids said "I wonder who that is" to "set up" the attack. Then, one of the kids pointed at me, and thats when it all started.
Another one of the kids said "oh you should punch him for doing that", but really, he was using that so if I did hit the kid, it would give the rest of them an excuse to physically attack me. Then the rest of the kids let loose with the racist BS, saying things like "all chinese kids were molested as children" (I dont even know how he came up with that) or "why are all you f***ing ch**ks so f***ing weak?" And those were the mildest insults. The others I am not even going to repeat here.
The most unbelievable part is that one of the kids is in my police explorers post. He was not really a friend, but he was decent, until today. The other kids were a random kid on the bus, my "punk rawker" neighbor, and a loud-mouthed freshman girl, whom I've had the impression hated me for some reason for a while because she's always glaring at me.
What surprised me the most is that I have heard the freshman girl yelling at another kid on a different day because he used the word "fag" and "gay" in a derogatory sense. So according to her, its wrong to bash gays, but right to be racist. She was really the ringleader in all this, and what angers me the most is I cannot do anything about this. If she were a guy, I would've most likely hit her, or at least said something. I just sat there and tried to ignore it.
I can't believe the way some people are, so shallow and ignorant. Even though I did not do anything about it, and just sat there and took it, I feel like I regret not doing anything. Some people are just ***holes.
Then afterwards, my neighbor, one of the kids involved, had the nerve after getting off the bus to ask me if I had a lighter so he could smoke his weed. I wanted to floor him.
It's been a rough day.
Thanks for listening.
Vince
So it all started on the bus ride home from school. Today was midterms day, schedules all messed up, and I got less than six hours of sleep last night, so obviously Im already not in the best of moods.
I'm sitting in the back of the bus, which is new because I usually am towards the middle. Anyway, these four kids, two of whom were already there before, kind of "grouped up" around where I was sitting. They started talking about some girl and her boyfriend, who they were making fun of by calling him "chester the molester." Then one of the kids said "I wonder who that is" to "set up" the attack. Then, one of the kids pointed at me, and thats when it all started.
Another one of the kids said "oh you should punch him for doing that", but really, he was using that so if I did hit the kid, it would give the rest of them an excuse to physically attack me. Then the rest of the kids let loose with the racist BS, saying things like "all chinese kids were molested as children" (I dont even know how he came up with that) or "why are all you f***ing ch**ks so f***ing weak?" And those were the mildest insults. The others I am not even going to repeat here.
The most unbelievable part is that one of the kids is in my police explorers post. He was not really a friend, but he was decent, until today. The other kids were a random kid on the bus, my "punk rawker" neighbor, and a loud-mouthed freshman girl, whom I've had the impression hated me for some reason for a while because she's always glaring at me.
What surprised me the most is that I have heard the freshman girl yelling at another kid on a different day because he used the word "fag" and "gay" in a derogatory sense. So according to her, its wrong to bash gays, but right to be racist. She was really the ringleader in all this, and what angers me the most is I cannot do anything about this. If she were a guy, I would've most likely hit her, or at least said something. I just sat there and tried to ignore it.
I can't believe the way some people are, so shallow and ignorant. Even though I did not do anything about it, and just sat there and took it, I feel like I regret not doing anything. Some people are just ***holes.
Then afterwards, my neighbor, one of the kids involved, had the nerve after getting off the bus to ask me if I had a lighter so he could smoke his weed. I wanted to floor him.
It's been a rough day.
Thanks for listening.
Vince
