OK, I'm going to go all out on this one.
Ready?
I am a fabulously gifted artist, and excellent musician. I was trained in classical music at a very young age. I had to take oral theory tests at the a College Conservatory when I was only eight. I could play Beethoven and Mozart, and I could do the nuance. I was trained by an older Russian lady, who was a WWII survivor. I cut my teeth on the giants of music, and then I discovered rock and roll, and immersed myself in the all time greats of that genre, from Little Richard and Chuck Berry, to the Beatles, and Jimi, and the excesses of the seventies stadium bands.
I have written over 350 songs. Many of them are quite good. I have been heard by professionals in the industry, and had good things said about me.
Sounds like I think I'm pretty special, right?
Well, sure; I do have the confidence to think I'm special, but the thing is, we are ALL something special.
I did an all original band, and we did OK, but we had infighting, and even though we were nowhere near famous, we acted like a bunch of selfish idiots.
I "retired" from music, and then I met my wife, who had been out on the road in cover bands for most of her life.
And then I discovered something amazing.
It doesn't matter how much talent you have; how much training you have; none of those things.
If you have the ability to get JOY from music, you have everything you need.
I play covers. I can play bass OK. Probably 90% of you on this forum are better overall bass players than me. I can sing pretty well. I haven't written a song in a very long time.
But when the lights go down, and the crowd starts doing what crowds do, I will rock, and I will love it. I don't care if I'm playing to three drunks, or a crowd of six hundred. I will rock. I will celebrate the music laid down by the bands I'm covering, and the genius of that backbeat that is rock and roll.
Anyone who looks down on ANY musician for not being enough like their own personal standard of what a musician should be is an a.s.s.
Go out and make a joyful noise, and don't worry about what anyone else is doing.
Music is a gift; a treasure.
And if you have it, you're damned lucky.