Not good enough for myself. The fear of not doing. Man. The tug of war these have in my head at times. I get motivationally pushed and pulled in so many ways by my own thoughts. It wasn't until about 12 years ago that I felt like actually writing anything to share other than riffs with band mates. It was a huge effort to show my band the lyrics and changes I had written. To my surprise they liked it enough to pop it on the album we recorded. Unfortunately, shortly after that I had a massive crippling injury. It took me a while to recover, and I'll never play as well or as easily as I did then, but I've written more and done more in the last 5 years than I did in the decades I had before I was disabled. I think my lack of mobility has made me think more about what I want to play before I play it. Having that intention and vision is productive.
first off. the injury is seriously fukt. that being said, you're winning with how you're dealing with it.
focus is a great thing (even if you get it from something so horrifically life-altering).
intention and vision. yes!
It definitely doesn't "need" to be shared. It also depends on the definition and motivation of/for sharing. I've shared things as a proof of concept, though they weren't things I'd share as an example of my art. Sharing examples can help further discussion and ideas.
yep.
for me it can be a few things: sharing, proof of concept, way to bond and make connections with people of like mind, and (yes) ego fulfillment (hopefully

).
i've been thinking about the value of recorded documents in the age of the internet. in the before times, a large part of the value of a recording was the scarcity. photographs, video, audio. all of it was scarce. as recordings became easier to make, there were distribution limitations that still kept things functionally scarce. now we have an avalanche of available data. i'm curious how this will shape the humans and their desires.
i've often thought recordings are both the best and worst thing that have happened to music. on one hand we have a massive amount of information and expression that we can enjoy at a fairly cheap price (either real money or listening to commercials) and with minimal effort (don't have to travel many miles to hear a concert); on the other hand, it's these factors have made it wallpaper and merely a means to sell other stuff.
and the punk ethos said "anyone can do it" . . . well, yeah, but not everybody does it equally well. (which gets into the people we see playign live that are all that.)
but people need and want to express themselves.
i've really enjoyed some outsider art; some of it is truly inspired and some of it is just the ramblings of crazy people (or inspired ramblings of crazy people).
and, recordings can mean soundcloud, youtube, etc. i've learned about and met some seriously cool, interesting and mind-expanding people by tracking through internet audio.
I'm working my way through the book
Originals: How Non-Conformists Move the World
https://www.amazon.com/Originals-How-Non-Conformists-Move-World/dp/014312885X
It has quite a bit in it that could be injected in this discussion. It talks about how creators view their work. How critics view that same work. It opens with a claim that creativity and success is simply a function of producing more work. The author cites several examples of successful artists and lists the mountains of work they produced. Often the artists had no idea where the gems were in the collection until the public told them. The auditor points out that one terrible mistake is to sit with a single idea and try to refine it to a perfection that probably doesn't exist.
thanks for the tip. those last two sentences have a great deal of bearing here, don't you think?
in a way, doing the massive amount of work also points to that 10,000 hours thing.
and, one of my influences (for lack of a better term) is picasso—not because i love all his output (i don't) but because he WORKED ALL THE TIME and in different media (paint, drawing, ceramics. likewise matisse, who did the cutouts while sick in bed
he does