In July of last year, I was in a bad motorcycle accident. About two weeks later, I had what seemed like a nerve attack of some sort and my left arm went dead. Had neck surgery in December to fix it, with a brutal rehab/recovery after, but the feeling hasn't all come back in my left fingertips. I've since kinda relearned how to play within that limitation. I can only do a couple of gigs per month, but I'm okay with that. I've moved most of my music work over to studio now. I already had a hand injury that gives problems, and both issues have definitely made me appreciate playing music a lot more. It's a bit of a crappy way to wind up in this position but I ultimately am happier now playing than I have been in 25 years. Not only that, I enjoy life around me a lot more in general.
I've been amazed and inspired by how many members here play regularly and even professionally with some serious adversity.
I'm glad you're at peace with your decision, but sorry it had to come to that. Sometimes taking a step back can be a blessing, though. Hoping you do continue to play and maybe find some new inspiration through all of this. It's not the end of the road; it's a new one.