Hi everyone! I turned 15 last december. I have always made fun of teens who always keep bitchin about "love" and how "their life sucks", writing these terribly annoying emo statuses on facebook and everything. Whenever I talk to my buddies i'm all like "Teenage love? Pff... You kidding me? Total ********. I hate all that stuff. Why not go do something more interesting and useful than spending your time in that?"
Well...
As I mentioned earlier, I turned 15 last December. This March, the thing I feared stroke me. A friend of mine brought a friend of his who is a girl to a public event where I was. We spent some time all together in a group of 4-5 people, had a lot of fun. That day, I came home late. I got in my bed and suddenly thought of her. I instantly had a hard adrenaline rush, butterflies, dry mouth, i felt like my heart would jump out of my chest. I was sweating. I thought to myself "What the **** is happening to me? It feels horrible. I hate this ****. Am I sick? I can't handle it!". And suddenly I came to an epiphany: "Holy mother of crap! I'm in love! What should I do?!" I could't sleep that night. My bedsheets were all covered in cold sweat.
The next day, I found her on facebook and sent her a friend request. After a week, she still hadn't answered. I was so nervous. This was the first sign she didn't like me. But I couldn't get her out of my head. I wanted her too damn much to let go that fast. I got my guts together and knocked on her door. Nobody answered. I did it several days in a row. After the last attempt I got on my bike and sadly and at the same time kind of angrily rapidly started pedalling towards my house when one of a sudden she appeared on the street. I rolled towards her. Suddenly she started hysterically shouting at me stating that "I am stalking on her and that I want to rape her". Rape?! I'm 15 and she is 14... Really what the heck? I was shocked... The pretty cute sweet girl that was smiling at me while laughing like a kid and looking at me with her beautiful shining green eyes just a week ago... Being a total *****... I got onto my bike, put my headphones on, set "Master of puppets" and climbed up the hill to do some mountain biking to relax, disappearing in the fog... I forgot her soon after, but now, when I remember all this, I suffer, and I miss her, not the ***** on the foggy day, but that sweet green eyed blonde...
Thanks for taking my ****, TBers, really had to vent.
Post your stories on this thread and get it off.
Well...
As I mentioned earlier, I turned 15 last December. This March, the thing I feared stroke me. A friend of mine brought a friend of his who is a girl to a public event where I was. We spent some time all together in a group of 4-5 people, had a lot of fun. That day, I came home late. I got in my bed and suddenly thought of her. I instantly had a hard adrenaline rush, butterflies, dry mouth, i felt like my heart would jump out of my chest. I was sweating. I thought to myself "What the **** is happening to me? It feels horrible. I hate this ****. Am I sick? I can't handle it!". And suddenly I came to an epiphany: "Holy mother of crap! I'm in love! What should I do?!" I could't sleep that night. My bedsheets were all covered in cold sweat.
The next day, I found her on facebook and sent her a friend request. After a week, she still hadn't answered. I was so nervous. This was the first sign she didn't like me. But I couldn't get her out of my head. I wanted her too damn much to let go that fast. I got my guts together and knocked on her door. Nobody answered. I did it several days in a row. After the last attempt I got on my bike and sadly and at the same time kind of angrily rapidly started pedalling towards my house when one of a sudden she appeared on the street. I rolled towards her. Suddenly she started hysterically shouting at me stating that "I am stalking on her and that I want to rape her". Rape?! I'm 15 and she is 14... Really what the heck? I was shocked... The pretty cute sweet girl that was smiling at me while laughing like a kid and looking at me with her beautiful shining green eyes just a week ago... Being a total *****... I got onto my bike, put my headphones on, set "Master of puppets" and climbed up the hill to do some mountain biking to relax, disappearing in the fog... I forgot her soon after, but now, when I remember all this, I suffer, and I miss her, not the ***** on the foggy day, but that sweet green eyed blonde...
Thanks for taking my ****, TBers, really had to vent.
Post your stories on this thread and get it off.
