So, I had a busy weekend.
Friday night I played out with a band I used to be in because their new bassist coulnd't make it. Way more fun than I was expecting to have.
On Saturday I had a severe pancreatitis attack. Hit during rehearsal at about 1:30. After waiting about an hour to see if it would subside, it got so bad that I had to head to the ER by ambulance. I actually thought I was going to die this time. They say something like 10% to 30% of those people who get admitted with this do not make it home.
They put me on a morphine drip and pumped me full of anti-nausea meds and, later, dilaudid. It couldn’t control the nausea, which was arguably the worst part of the whole ordeal once the morphine kicked in. Kept me overnight, but by the morning I was fine. They let me come home and I was able to play the three-set show yesterday we had scheduled that I had thought the guys might cancel.
At the show, my housemate was telling everyone there that I bounced back into the house yesterday morning like a bundle of positive energy. Well, yeah. I’m alive! Staring down the face of death and coming out the other end on the correct side of the grass does that to you.
A bunch of serious lifestyle changes are in order, which includes changing my diet and giving up alcohol – again. I guess this time they really mean it. Whenever I have an attack this severe I’ll do everything right for a year or so, then I go into denial and decide my body has healed well enough that I can abuse it for a bit. Usually that is true, and it works for a few years, but eventually the cumulative effect of all the things I’m supposed to not do (like eating too much fat) catches up with me again.
Last time I landed in the hospital with this was at least three to four years ago. So what did I do on Saturday to bring it on? I ate a piece of cheese on an empty stomach.