First... I want you to know that I appreciate you.
Second... I would love to be able to hear magical words that could make the last couple years of my life just, go away. Much of it has, and more of it will... but my daughters, as wonderful as they are, and as much as I love them... are a constant reminder that I gave away 22 years of my one time around, to someone who placed no value in it at all. IMHO... that is one of the biggest failures that can ever be committed. It doesn't have anything to do with who's right or wrong. It has to do with putting 100% of yourself into that which matters the most to you, and having it amount to jack friggin' squat. I
desperately wish it was just "all in my head"... but that's just a fantasy. This is as real as it gets.
Third... I'm working on the reinvention. Finding the bass, was both the gasoline and the match. My fire is burning, and I'll be dead before I ever let it go out. I'm building a different me than I've ever known... and
this guy plans on doing' some smilin'!
Thanks man.