First time I ever sat with a band, I couldn't believe the rush I got out of just bottom-lining some simple rock stuff from that time (REO, Rush - many of us remember well). I knew I wanted to play bass just from listening intently to my favorite songs, but didn't completely know why until I jumped in and did it. I basically understood the role filled by the instrument, but once I felt that power in a real-time musical situation, I understood completely why I needed to be doing this. The sensation was like chowing incessantly on steak and potatoes but never getting full, or like having an endless supply of some really good drug with no negative side effects.
Time passed and I came to think the girls, the money, and the adulation were pretty cool. I loved being on stage and getting that audience feedback. Then I discovered there was satisfaction to be had in a good studio session, and then discovered the satisfaction of writing and hearing some of my own stuff come to life...the dimensions just kept building.
Then somewhere along the way, I grew up and realized for myself that all of these great attributes revolved around the fact that music is a universal language. It exists in a place that's a little higher than ourselves. It's translated and rendered through musicians, but it's everybody's gift. Once I got that in perspective and kicked the ego completely out of the equation, it ceased to ever be a "me" thing again. It's an open-invitation magic carpet ride, and these days I just like seeing how many people I can encourage to hop on. I challenge myself and my fellow musicians to do that with our playing, and when we're doing it right, everybody in earshot is on board. That communal aspect of music is priceless.
Yeah, yeah...kum-ba-yah or whatever...but dig it. Music is about the best thing humanity has going for it. I voted "create and make music" because it is it's own reward. Musicians are conduits, and along with musical aptitude comes a very tangible responsibility to develop and use it for everybody's benefit.