Wether or not he did drugs is nothing for any of you to judge him for. Did anyone judge jimi hendricks or janis joplin, or anyone of the numbered musicians who were stupid enough to get into drugs. NO they didn't and none of you, absolutley none of you have any right to judge the character of paul gray! The guy was a wondeful person who loved just about everyone he met. if you had met paul personally and you connected with him on some grounds you were family. As fellow bass players you should all be ashamed of yourselves. Yes he left behind his family and no one hurts more than the people close to him but do any of you think they blame him. Not at all. It was a mistake. something every single person on this chat board is guilty of. You all make guilty mistakes. it may no cost you your lives. but if it was you on here that was being trashed i would defend you as well. Instead of running your mouths about his mistakes and talking **** cause no one on here can stop you of course show some respect wether or no paul touched your lives show some respect he was part of something the world will never have agian. yeah slipknot will probably go on and still make money. but for those who are are fan(maggot core) you know i speak the truth that slipknot will never be the same. I met paul. and it was at a large feild concert. got lucky enough to slide behind stage. He was one of the first big time musicians i had ever met. but he never saw himself like that. he was just a dude who did what we all love to do play his bass. make some music and live the dream. So next time you post something about how much a selfish person he is. you should probably just keep it to yourself. Cause your a douche bag! i could rant on about how much i hate you but their is no point cause we'll never meet and you'll still run your disrespectful mouth. but you'll get yours.